Every morning I wake up
With void in my heart,
Where is the joy of life?
Where shall I start
searching for you, My God?
You have compeletely disappeared
Even though You are all I need,
But somehow I lost the sight
Of Your graceful shiny might.
Passing days are like spears in my soul,
I have nobody to talk, nobody to call.
People avoid me like the filthy pool
As if I were the dumbest wicked fool.
Every night I am afraid to sleep
since it seems
You have forsaken me.